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Monday, February 23, 2009

LADY GAGA IS SO FREAKING AWESOME ! ((((:

almost all her songs in the album is nice.
and i think she's pretty hot in this picture. hahaa.

i finally went for ma steak date w calyn and nadiah like two days ago at hogsbreath cafe at vivo.
the steak there was heavenly!
and they have live band performing also.
i and nadiah were captivated by the lady's voice lah.
she could sing anything and everything without impersonating them.
damn good!

im like having tons of off days this week.
which i totally likeeeee.
i need a break from work right now.
i dun even have a lil motivation ta go work.
i need a new job.
new job new job new job asap!




sometimes , i do wonder if you're really worth befriending .
im so sick and tired of you.
Sunday, February 15, 2009

what if that superficiality was gone ?
things will turned out a lil tad different .
Saturday, February 14, 2009

ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I'VE UPDATED !
getting lazier day by day.

well , amazingly , i can stil run.
even after ma smoking/alcoholic lifestyle and not running for two years , i managed ta get the timing of 12mins for ma 2.4.
thats like a one min deterioration only.
even nadiah was pretty amazed. hahaha.

been working like nobody's business again!
ive been the highest paid part-timers for consecutive two weeks already with hannah being the second.
workaholic huh.

vday was okay i guess. no , it was fab! heh
hannah gave me flower. red! (:
and he got me a friggin 100 over plus plus plus adidas shoe.
which i cant possibly accept.

i got kl a bag , a balloon, one bottle of tequila and vodka for his bday.
which falls on vday.
the balloon was so big and cuteeeee can!
hannah chose for me.
and apparently , the balloon doesnt wanna ride on a bike w him and flew away.
damn sad lah!
but i guess the balloon made the right choice.
it can nvr survive his bike ride anw. tsk.

went drinking in the night.
w me, kl, calyn and rena.
saw janice and her boyf before that.
she was having a fight w him.
i scolded him for her. (:

im trying ta train ma tequila shots.
yest was the only exeption that i got high v fast.
normally drinkin 6 shots now would get me tipsy not drunk.
but i was so tired running about and rushing that i got tipsy damn fast.
calyn slut was there ta take care of both me and kl.
pretty cute huh.
Thursday, February 5, 2009

sometimes , when i think it over again , i regretted being stupid, throwing ma talent away.
when i see people running , when i see ma medals , when there's anything related ta running , i'll reminisce over that glorious past.
all the good ol' secondary sch time.
and i'll start regretting all over again.
i dun wanna end it , but there's simply no motivation for me ta be back running.
there's no competition ta compete , there's nobody ta accompany me run.
nothing . not even a tiny reason ta hold me back.
and i regretted so very much , for failing ma math.
i could have gone ta njc and continued if that wasnt the case.
fuck.

and i really dunno what i wanna do w ma life.
i thought i've figured everything out , but there were always this hole inside me.
i miss running.
i might sound overly sentimental over lil things like this but it was once a great importance ta me.
it stil is.

fuck ma stupid life .
Monday, February 2, 2009

i think im gettin ta be an alcoholic like calyn!
went drinkin with matty today.
both of us got really high and started running ard this huge field.
it was pretty hilarious at that point of time.

okay lets skip skip skip.
i was doin mornin shift w hannah slut today.
we went picnic by the bar again.
stealing G milk ta stuff the oreos in before eating.
she and karmila were happily dipping into it while i stand aside savoring the taste of ma oreo without milk. (:
original is stil the best babe!

hannah as usual was being her normal clumsy self.
she broke two glasses today.
tsk tsk.
working w her is always entertaining.
even ma sup couldnt stand it when hannah and i are in the bar or anywhere together.
hahaha!

its 4 in e morning now.
and tmr , im doing full shift with her!
and she forced me ta frigging boil hotdogs before goin ta work. ):
that stupid slut. sobbbbbbb

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