Sunday, November 30, 2008
he charms me like no others .he have always been charismatic and good with words .
and i really do have a thang for someone with a good command of english.
do not let history repeat itself , learn from your mistakes, iza.
do not fall back into that trap.
and on a lighter note ,
happy birthday sister!ily. (:
Saturday, November 29, 2008
you were there when i needed comforting.you protect and support me all the times.you've been the pillar of strength in ma life.you rushed down after work just ta break some news.you've been selfless.and now , the only thing i could do for you ,is to protect you back , verbally or physically , working or outside .thank you puki.you've been the greatest .i love you .
Friday, November 28, 2008
Thursday, November 27, 2008
CLUBBING WAS AWESOME !it was fun fun fun . totally had a great time with hannah, clara and sherry.it'll be our girls monthly outing (gmo) from now. (:we went st james instead of phuture cos there wasnt anymore vacancy shit thing.well , there were of course positive and negative happening in e club,but whatever happens in the club ends in e club . ;)dancing for few hours straight was exhausting.i reached home at 3 plus in e morning and i totally drop dead on ma bed.yes yes , very unhygienic i know, but i cant help it you see.myfavboy is in his process of ignoring me.it was ma fault. yes i admit i was in e wrg.but i said million of apologies and i just cant stand him treatin me this way. ):he can scream and shout at me , but no ignoring pleaseeee.i know, i've been whining and whining ta the girls about this and i know i have ta give him time ta cool down, but i just cant help it.i'll do anything ta make up for it. anything.next stop : PHUTURE ON DEC ! ((:
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
I AM DELIRIOUSLY HAPPY!i didnt know it can be that easy.no longer a bird caged up.spread ma wings and fly baby!im finally doing the number one thing on ma list.which is . . . . . . . . . . . . .CLUBBING!gerald love coming over ta be ma bodyguard.insisted that he wants ta protect me from e other guys.and he's driving me homeeeeeeeeeeeee.i think its mighty awesome.((:and im filled with sugar and spice and everything nice.hahaim having a delightful un-complicating spice up life and im happy.(:
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
its six plus in the morning right now.
i just finished watching koizora , this japanese drama.
its only 6 episodes which means it'll take only 6 hours of your time.
i think the drama was great, except for the ending which made me shed a bucket of tears.
the love they shared was unbelievably amazing.
sometimes, i wonder if there were actually such love in this reality world.
well ,watch it and you'll understand. (:
Monday, November 24, 2008
i've turned into a workaholic all of a sudden.
gosh. i dun believe this.
we're speaking about iza here , e lazy one , remember? yes , that iza not the workaholic crazy iza.
ma whole body hurts and ta make things worse , im down with a fever.
andddddd , ma aunt came ta visit me.
and when she visits me, i normally get this damn frigging horrible back aches.
so , you'll nvr know how much im really suffering now.
and with all this physical sickness, im emotionally deranged.
how bad can ma life be right now.
i totally drag ma feet ta work today.
everyone noticed something was wrg at once.
zimah couldnt get used ta me being all quiet and stuffs. haha
and im working again tmr and i really really cannot make it or i'll faint right at that moment.
so zimah , ma sup gave me a rest day for tmr.
you can nvr know how elated i felt hearing those.
oh , i only ate half a prata for ma brunchnner.
and i stil have no appetite ta eat anything else.
i shall get sick more often.
can lose ma fats faster.
and as usual , work with casey and hannah was superb.
they totally make ma day. (:
Friday, November 21, 2008
hearing from you reminds me of the past .
reminiscing on the good and bad times .
it was cool on how we used ta click so well , and im still amazed on how we can click now after gazillion yrs of MIA.
it was good hearing from you , great in fact .
Thursday, November 20, 2008
its a lil disappointing when things doesnt go the way that we want it to be.
im not used to it .
i feel weird .
and you're not making it any better .
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
IM CRAVING FOR CHOCOLATES AND DONUTS !
get me some pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
i've been working like nobodys business so , didnt really have time ta update.sorry.ma dad's finally retired.im still getting used ta seeing him at home everyday.madagascar 2 was hilarious !totally.went ta watch it with clara , nadiah and celine.celine part is pretty random right.hahaa.and swensen totally sells one of the best ice cream.it was de-freaking-licious.yum yum.
last but not least ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!
i love you.
(:
Friday, November 14, 2008
I HAD SO MUCH FUN YESTERDAY !so before i start on this entry ,i would like ta say some special thanks to JAKE , HANNAH AND CALYN ! (:appreciate what you guys had done for me.and thank you to those who came down and make yesterday happen.thank you thank you.((:we went ta eat at thai express at vivo.it was crammed with human beings . like seriously.after eating, diana and i decided ta go smoke and guess what janice, nadiah and jane gave me?(the three girls that are so opposed ta me smokin!) , gave me this silver stylo cigg box and this cool green flame lighter.they were so damn ADORABLE lar! (:then after that janice and diana had ta leave early which is sad!thanks janice for coming down!so after that we headed down ta keppel bay.i have ta say that the ambience there was damn nice.the guys had something on so they left first.so it was left with hannah, calyn, jake, clara, nadiah, colleen, casey, lewis and jane.jake brought me ard ta look at the surroundings while the rest was busy planning a suprise thing for me. ( i didnt know that of course) hahaha.so ten mins later , jake covered ma eyes and asked me ta follow him.and tadah! everyone was there throwing balloons at ma face and colleen snapping all those unglam pictures of mine.the cake was so cute. i thought it was a cake as in real cake but it was cream so its like a cream cake instead. just try ta understand lar okay. hahaha!i could hire colleen ta be ma personal photographer. she was the one taking pictures all the time. (courtesy ta nadii's camera.)while nadiah was busy entertaining herself hittin me with the balloons and blowing off ma birthday candles.it was totally cool , the ambience , the candles, the balloons, the songs (courtesy to hannah's lappy), the drinks (courtesy ta jake and calyn) and ma fav sweet red wine. thanks love.its so sad i couldnt bring it home. ):ma parents will kill me if they found out.nadiah , colleen and jane left earlier ta catch the last train home.and the rest of us started playing chucky.clara and i got a lil high and we started talkin nonsense and falling on e floor laugin our arses off.we even played baloon soccer. two people in a game. we were both the striker and the defender. hahaha.hannah was like our mother, keeping us on a look out and taking care of us and have ta stand all our nonsense.thank you hannah! (:time passes and we headed home.clara didnt wan ta go home so early and after few mins of persuasion, she and hannah got into e cab.lewis , casey and i took e next cab.thank you casey for taking care of me !and thanks for staying even when you werent feeling that good.actions really speak louder than words.(:pictures are all with nadiah soooooo ,
i'll upload it asap after receiving the pics yeah. (:
Thursday, November 13, 2008
IM FINALLY LEGAL ! (:thank you to those who actually wait up till midnight ta wish me happy bday. i so appreciate it . ((:its pretty disappointing cos those people that i thought wouldnt bother wishing me at midnight, actually did so and those who i thought would wish , didnt.its disappointing to know that those who i didnt bother treating well, remembers ma bday and those i thought were ma good frens, didnt.how ironic huh.therefore , the moral of the story , never , let me repeat, NEVER, judge a book by its cover.i thought being eighteen , legal , will be fantabulous , but it turns out as any normal days instead.but not ta fret , i hope next yr turns out better. hahaha!i went retail therapy today cos im so in need of clothes.yes , clothes!but seriously, i couldnt find any that i like. ):i bought like only two piece of top after five hours of shopping. pffft.and ma mom was sick but she still went out with me.thank you mummy! (:and ma dad was so hilarious.he was working afternoon shift yest so he'll be home by 1plus in the morning.and i received his msg at 11.59 pm.daddy: happy bday, i hope you'll be a responsible lady etc etc etc etc etc . . . . . and not be an ah lian.
iza: im not an ah lian! im your perfect popular daughter okay! (:
OMG! ma dad knows whats an ah lian. hahahha!and he even called me one. im not okay! tsk tsk.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
im so in need of so many thingssssss!
im gonna be a workaholic starting from next week (:
next month xmas already.
tons of presents ta buy so of cos im in need of CASH!
and casey love , you so owe me ! (:
he almost lost his baby handphone yesterday if its not for me. heh
and he also get ta meet the pretty girl who found his hp.
and thanks to meeeeeeee.
so casey wong , you better treat me well hor! (:
im waiting for ma pizza ta arrive while typing away.
im hungry.
i've been munching foods the whole day.
oh yay!
it came it came!
im gonna eat now.
tata
Sunday, November 9, 2008
jeevan darling gave me a brilliant idea for ma third thing to do when im finally legal.
buy 4D!
i mean you can nvr ever buy it till you're finally eighteen right?
heh.
i've been browsing thru e net to find a nice place for dinner.
ive been craving for steamboat and i cant find any thats halal.
like wtf right.
pffffft.
so ma fan.
oh shit , ma batt gonna be dead and i cant plugged it in cos im too lazy ta go ta e nearest power plug.
so im gonna update more tmr okay!
(:
Saturday, November 8, 2008
whats most important is not who you fall in love with , but how you love someone.
(:
Friday, November 7, 2008
im totally screwed.three out of five chapters that i studied came out for exams. &^(&%$#@#$%^&*()($#@!@#$%^&()(*&^!@#$%&so its a total suck cork.but i dun bother anymore.its party time baby!((:i need to look for a REAL job!and i have no idea how ta do that.im gonna do ma advance dip like march next yr.well , it all depends on ma internship actually. or ma REAL job.i need experience mannnnn!i cant wait ta turn legal.which is sooooon. ((:i mean its so unfair, in some countries, you can actually get a license when you're sixteen.but for us, we actually have ta wait till eighteen!and the next batch is twenty-one! @#$%^&*(@%!first thing on ma list* get a frigging car license !it'll be very sweet if you get me an audi car as a gift. heh.i'll treasure that baby. ;)second thing*CLUBBING!i mean , you're finally legal right. whats e point of not even goin in once when you can.its all the experience.im sooooo not gonna get addicted like those clubbing frens of mine.third thing,
well , i have not thought about it yet. hahaha!
what else can you do when you're finally legal?
i'll say again when i made up ma mind yeah.
Thursday, November 6, 2008
someone: so, what do you like about mm?
me: he's everything i've ever wanted. (:
someone: thats a very deep thing for you ta say about anyone. you really must like him. happy for you iza. he's a nice guy. better treat him well.
isnt he supposed ta be treatin me more well ?
pffffft.
damn that idiot.
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
OBAMA WON ! (:you should have listen to his victory speech . it was frigging good and i mean really GOOD!he have so much supporter and he's really gonna change america ta a better place.which is a good thing.and nadiah said obama is good looking! -_-"oh well , i've been lazy as usual.im only done with one chapter out of five. hahaa.and ma exam is on fri.and im really really lazy ta actually starts taking out ma notes ta memorize.i'll simply look at a line and close it back.yeah , thats how lazy i am.and i dun get some people.how can they fall for someone so fast?let me state an example, you just broke up with someone ,and the next moment you're head over heels for another someone.i mean , isnt that a lil bit ridiculous?can you fall for someone so fast?is that true love?can you last?well , i dun think so.mayb im lookin at this negatively cos im not those people who can fall for someone just like that.well , its personal preferences isnt it.im just stating ma opinions.and oh , i think ma life is becoming boring.i need something ta spice up ma life.well , i do have ideas here and there, but im not telling you guys now.;)you all will most prolly find out sooner or later.
