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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

so , just in case im too busy working and couldnt get a chance ta msg you people , i would like ta wish you guys an advanced

HAPPY NEW YEAR !


well, i hope everyone enjoys today ! (:




A, C and D ;
i love you three the most. (:
thanks for everything.
Sunday, December 28, 2008

one thing that i really love about jb is the foooooooods baby!
and oh , the ciggs too though i couldnt get ta buy it at all.
)):
it was friggin cheap!
@#$%^&*()_)(*&^%$#@#$%^&*
if only singapore could be like that.

we went shopping at this mall called JUSCO.
a lil weird huh , the name i mean.
it was HELL CHEAP!
gosh! i could run ard the mall, shopping for the whole day la!
if only i could go in and out of jb w ma frens.
i think its mighty awesome!

well , i told ma mom that im so gonna go there shop for the whole day when ma pay is in. ;)
lets say , i spent 200 dollars just for shopping here , i could have spent like 450 ringgit shopping in mlysia instead la!
talking about this makes me hyper already.
hahaha.

im working morning shift later.
and its 2 in the morning now.
and ma korean drama starts in 40 mins.
and i'll most prolly sleep at four since the drama ends at that time.
so im left with four hours ta sleep.
HOLY CRAP!
thats fucking bad!
im sooooo gonna be late for work AGAIN!
Friday, December 26, 2008

i'll be MIA for two days .
will be back on monday . (:
Thursday, December 25, 2008

i've been too busy with work ta update on ma life right now.
was at work on both the eve and xmas .
and i have work at three tmr and its past ma bedtime , and i desperately NEED ta sleep in order ta be able ta wake up later.
so i'll just summarise what happened for the last two days yeah?

the eve of xmas was super !
though it was hell lot tiring .
i worked for 13hours that day.
we had two events in the morning.
i was supposed ta start work at ten but ended up waking up at ten so i had ta rushed .
reached work at like 10.40. hahaa. they're used ta this already , trust me.

and we(the giraffekins) had this funny colorful hats and mask so we decided ta be sporting and wore it while we work.


it was hilarious. all of us were so hyper.
the customers kept looking at us like we were freaks but eventually some of them wore hats along with us.

we had break at five . finally.
ate a lot , really A LOT.
there were so much leftovers for the buffet and snap some pics during the break.

there were tons of reservations that day.
it was HECTIC.
i and karmila (db3) were the door bitches that day.
totally AWESOME!
it was the first time that a door bitch has a company.
so just imagine how much reservations are there for them ta allow two door host.

we were like a tagg team . hahaa!
saying the same thing ta the customers , and trying ta be e first ta locate the customer's name if they had reserved a table.
the whole place was so packed we could hardly allow any walk-ins .
some of those idiotic customers were late for their reservation so i and karmila took turns to call and check.

me: *pressing the number buttons.
*kring kring .
( *with shocked face )
me: wtf! that stupid mr tan rejected ma fucking call ! that fucker! i dun care! cancel his name!

karmila and i dutifully canceled his name.


and then it was karmila's turn ta call .

kml: im calling from giraffe , just wanted ta know if you're reaching here yet.
customer: oh , actually im upstairs eating right now.
kml: ( shocked*) oh! im so sorry! haha . enjoy your meal sir.

karmila and i looked at each other and started laughing.


it was tiring but it was FUN at the same time!

we have this way cooler wizards and witches hat for new year eve ta wear!
and lots of groovy musics.
i cant wait! (:
countdown might be fun after all. (:
Sunday, December 21, 2008

i made a new year resolution !
its so cliche that everybody's turning over a new leaf bla bla bla so i've decided ta be a bad girl next yr. (:
i'll tell you ma list one by one. and no , of course im not telling you now! ;)


i thought falling in love is hard ,
but i fell in love after a min seeing him.

he's simply adorableeee.

and this cute adorable thing is ma nephew.
yes , im an eighteen years old auntie! damn !
and he's name is even more stylish.
its adam izz .

its rhymes with adam and eve doesnt it? hahha!

some pictures we took when dining at G.



and i of cos , wasnt drunk.
;)
Wednesday, December 17, 2008

i bought a colorful yak pak bag for ma sis's bday present .
i think its pretty nice.
i'll upload the picturessss soon.

went ta work today.
still wasnt feeling well.
so i went off at ten instead of the normal eleven oclock.
janice love came by ta G ta look for me. (:
she made ma day . like totally.

so as usual , we camwhored , i know , im still sick yet i still had the energy ta pose for pictures.
hahahha!
i just had ta pose while janice snap snap away with that stupid camera of hers that i wanted ta get for maself.
pffft. UNFAIR!

hannah and i were texting before she left for that batam trip of hers.

me: have a safe trip and try not to jump down from the boat .

hannah: im gonna be so depressed abt not seeing you for 3 days . its hard not to contemplate suicide .

that msg totally crack me up. i miss her . ):
now i have nobody ta irritate while at work. )):




it was a mistake right from the start .
i was foolish .
i was silly .
and now , im breaking free from that small lil hole that's suffocating me.
Tuesday, December 16, 2008

i went for the stupid jab yest. ):
having fever right now.
called ma MOD and i dun have ta go ta work. (:

i miss ma sluts already !
they're off ta batam.
)):

twilight was okay though jacob looks disappointing in the movie.
prolly gonna watch it once more with ma frens on e 22nd.

im gonna rest right now.
meeting teddy at 7.
Monday, December 15, 2008

regretting our first kiss
taste the poison on your lips
bloody and sweet
stop and let me breathe .

so i'll start ta pretend im okay
but you should know by now that
ma life is smoke and mirrors
the one thing is crystal clear
that im e one wishing i was someone else,
anyone but me tonight




the love , the hate , the guilt im feeling .
Sunday, December 14, 2008

i just woke up and its 3.30pm now.
and i have ta bathe in 30mins time so that i wouldnt be late for work.
im a late and a heavy sleeper , i know, i cant help it either .

i need ta pay ma supp paper fees by tmr.
its e dateline.
i have friggin 3 weeks ta study the whole book for ma exams.
and there's no hint at which chapter comin out or not. pffft.

and there's typhim vaccination to get tmr. ):
i tried running away from it for a yr now but got caught eventually.
tsk.
life is so unfairrrrr.
it always is anw.

and i cant wait ta register ma driving license with jeevan.
((((:
Saturday, December 13, 2008

i had ta work for eleven god damn hours today!
from 11 in e morning to 10 in the night.
it was tiringggggggg.
but just thinkin of the money comin in on e 8th pretty much make ma day. heh

i injured ma left wrist AGAIN!
i injured once before , during secondary sch time when im still into running.
den it recovered but i couldnt hold heavy stuffs too long with ma left hand.
so thats practically what i did the whole day yest.
12-5 (holding tray full with heavy plates)
6-10(holding tray with drinks)
it hurts pretty bad right now.

the bitches !
db1 , db2 and db3 (:
i love these girls way much.
and yeah, ma injured wrist ):
the three D.B's with izuan! he's ma fav bitchy partner too. (:
look at our uniform! the color differs .

and ta-dah ! the gessians in G. (: cooliossss.

anymore gessians wanna work at G?
please contact (by authority level)

Friday, December 12, 2008

i had dinner with oliver today .
it was the typical romantic kinda type.
we went ta steakhouse at clark quay and we ordered ribeye.
and then he ordered a bottle of red wine !
and im really really not a fan of wines!
im more of the cocktail/liquor type of person.
so it was a pretty torturous ordeal for me gulping down half a bottle of it.

alot of the servers was practically staring at me.
like helloooo ! cant i have an ang moh friend?
does going out means im dating him?
pffft.

i thought it'll be an awkward situation but it wasnt as bad as i thought it would be.
oliver was entertaining and a jukebox.
he knows almost all e songs in e world !
and he's really friendly.
he talks to the servers , compliments e dishes and talked to our neighboring seaters randomly.
it was funny .

we went ta this pub/bar/mini club called AQUA after dinner.
and then , oliver the friendly made another fren down there.
john is scottish and pretty good lookin for his age.
i had 5 vodka cranberry while oliver had 5 screwdrivers.
i think i hold ma liquor better than oliver la.

i saw alan wu like after an hour staying there.
and i took picture with him yo!!!! (:
i think he have a great body!

oh yeah , hannah kept callin me ta check up on me.
so sweeet right.
she acts like a mother at times.
(:

john and oliver.


alan wu yo! (:
Thursday, December 11, 2008

went retail therapy-ing with hannah slut just now before goin work.
that lil pig called me at eight in the morning just ta ask me ta accompany her shop!
i swear i could strangle her at that moment. heh

went bugis cos she wanted ta get vest.
i didnt want ta shop in e first place but i swear she makes me buy unnecessary things!
we bought shades , and this cute lil shiny black pouch for our handphones.

went heeren ta get her the everlast shoes.
and i ended buying one also.
so we walked ard and we found a nicer vans shoe!
yes , it was so infuriating i tell you.
we regret so much for buying those everlast shoes.

and then hannah slut came up w a brilliant idea.
we'll both buy each other that vans shoe for our xmas gift.
so coool right.
so i totally agreed and we went in ta get that pretty shoes.
(: (: (:

retail therapy totally relieves stress !

i've been very happy for two consecqutive days now.
thank you puki! (:
Wednesday, December 10, 2008

went ta punggol ta slack just now.
yeah , i know what you're thinking. (:
but . . .
its a pretty peaceful place i have ta admit. heh.

im dreading work tmr. im feeling so lazy right now.
i just feel like slacking and slacking and slacking but i know i cant.
i need the moneyyyyy.
without it , there's no advance dip. and thats very badddd.
):

i had a really great day today . (:
thank you teddy for remembering that im addicted ta scrabble and brought the board game along.
thank you for those chocolates you bought for me though you eventually forgotten ta give it ta me.
thanks for everything.
you're the best love. (:
Tuesday, December 9, 2008

one moment you're saying this and the next moment you're treatin me like this .
make up your mind pleasee!
im sick and tired of this shit.
its not worth it.
so goodbye .
Monday, December 8, 2008

TELEVISION IS MA NEXT OBSESSION BABY !
we changed it ta hub station and and and .
we have all the channels !!!!
damn cool la!
ive been channel hopping since yesterday.

imagine being at home the whole day watching so many movies without buying or renting dvds.
its so awesomeeeeee .
(: (: (:

alrighty , im off ta entertain maself with ma latest obsession. (:
tata
Sunday, December 7, 2008

an ANG MOH asked me out on a date !
so frigginnnnn cool right!!!
yeah , i thought so too. ;)

well, after work , went for supper with clara and hannah at spize.
we talked over everythings and nothings and all these weirdos we encountered.
damn hilarious.
alot of ahpeks seem ta love hannah la. heh
but dun you think all these weirdos are the one who make our lives more interesting?

so at 1.40 in e mornin, i told them i wanted ta walk home.
damn cool la.
the breeze and everything. its nice and peaceful. (:
yes , peaceful.
when i was nearing borders , there was this guy on a bike who stopped at e zebra crossing after honking at me.
i think he wanted ta send me home sia.
so i pretended ta be engrossed with ma phone and ignored him.
scaryyyy .

lucky there was hannah entertainin me on ma one hour journey home.
thank you bitch!
i stopped by mac before goin home ta get maself a mc flurry.
walkin home is such a tiring task ynoe.

well , i think life is getting better now.
though im still a workaholic. (:
i dun think i'll be able ta get 1k but i'll try ma best.
life is fab fab fab.
and im so chopping ma hair.
(:
Wednesday, December 3, 2008

is it possible ta like two person at the same time ?

things are getting much more complicating with them confusing me with their words and actions.
its draining ma energy up.


well , i watched beverly hills chihuahua today.
it was alright i guess.
wanted ta watch wild child but it was left with the first row seat which is a NO-NO !
*shakes head.

went swensen for dinner after that.
their service is way much more horrible than ma workplace okay!
they are as slow as a snail.
grrrr.

and so many are asking me ta send britney's circus ta them.
especially calyn bitch!
im so proud of maself. ;)
Tuesday, December 2, 2008

i think BRITNEY have totally make a COMEBACK !
almost all her songs in her new album (circus) rocks ma socks.
its so catchy and addictive!!! (:
you should totally listen ta it!
(: (: (:
Monday, December 1, 2008

it was a horrible misunderstanding.
i doubt you and got corrupted by those rumors going around.
sorry aint gonna make things better but you forgive me so easily.
there were too many stories that i got mislead from the right and wrong.
do not give up , stay strong. we're here for you. (ynoe who)
i told you millions of times that you're too nice for your own good and thats a weakness.
defend yourself when you're being wronged.
dun just keep quiet.
things will get better soon .