yesterday :
we had dinner together , just the five of us .
its been sooooo long , i have ta admit i miss it.
the nvr ending chatters , the laughters , cooking and cleaning up together .
i've been slowly neglecting them .

i took off today cos we wanted ta eat steamboat together.
we had it all planned .
friday , just for you, even when giraffe needed me ta work .
but life aint fair you see .

it was scary .
i was worried sick.
i thought i was gonna lose you.
there's soooo many things im not ready ta take over.
i was afraid ta face it .

seven hours of ordeal .
i could have lost ma mind.

you looked so fragile , so weak .
it seems like you've lost weight.
i know i've been saying that you've put on weight but looking at how you were doing , made me took it all back.
i would rather you've put on tons of weight and be healthy rather than being skinny and unhealthy.

thank you hannah , kl and matt .
thanks for understanding how i felt.
thanks for those encouraging words.
thanks for caring.
i love you three.