i've been resting at home for two days.
have been working without having any off day for consecutive 62436721 days now.
being broke is a pain in the ass . its a lucky that i'll have one more day left ta suffer. (:
ma supp paper is in eleven days time and i haven started on any chapters yet.
hahaa!
i guess i really have ta start chiong-ing ta pass it.
ynoe , sometimes , when we walked ard anywhere , esp town , we get ta see diff kinds of couples.
there are those really fat couples or very hot couples. and there are some that is better looking than the other.
like maybe , the girl is the hotter one while the guy is e nerdy one.
or the guy is the new urban male kind of guy and the girl is some fat nobody.
that sorta things .
and we always criticize them and say if the guy/girl is blind ta like their partner.
well , now i really actually understand perfectly on the term love is blind.
its not the looks that matter.
when you get ta know and understand a person deeper, you'll find that person grows better looking day by day.
its like the personality shine through the physicality .
i've been happy and enjoying life pretty much right now.
before ,
you suddenly barged back into ma life telling me things that i would want ta hear so badly.
sadly darling , i dun feel any thing right now.
the feelings are no longer there.
and how dare you come back ta say all this nonsense after i took a lil while ta settle ma emotions, ta put the guards up against that vulnerability.
how dare you , ta try sashaying back into ma life as if nothing had happened.
flirting does not get you anywhere near my vulnerability so back off!
i've learn from ma mistakes , there's no point in this.
and then ,
ta be really cared for by somebody feels really great.
i already have one now.
so you can back off and die sweetheart.
i dun need you anymore.
